Welcome to the worldwide train wreck Welcome to the come undone Welcome to the big rejection Welcome to the hit and run Where mercy cries for everyone
Yeah, nothing is as good as it should be 'Cause this is the rehearsal Yeah, in between the was and the could be Love is the reversal
I believe we're underwater I believe the engine's blown Yeah I believe our secret longings Tell us that we're not at home But grace reclaims what the world disowns
Little garden, how do I make your flowers grow, When I already do everything that I know? I bring you sunshine and I bring you rain but still you refrain. All the other gardens are so full of flowers. They're so colouful, yeah, I spend all these hours Trying to make you as beautful as them but sti-i-i-il you refrain. (Kate Nash, Little Red)
okayyy im becoming more optimistic now .. a few days entering into 2010...
met up with my dearest DEAREST girls. friends you can never live without(: really thank you thank you thank you for creating memories with me(: so we were just planning and planning how we can go overseas together. MAY MAY MAY!!!! HK HK HK!!!! DISNEYLAND DISNEYLAND DISNEYLAND!!!! haha happy happy. im really really thankful for the Lord to put us together. friendship bonded through the hands of God(:
thank you to janice too. for inspiring me(: what she shared has really got me thinking. need to reorganise my thoughts again i guess. or maybe just need to spew it out to someone. OHWELL. i believe all is well in God's will.
to apple audrey evelyn.. LOVE U GIRLS ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!
i think it was some power rangers toy..i still have all the rangers in a box in a cupboard in my room where i keep some of the toys i had when i was young.hmm when i was young i always wanted to be a power ranger with the cool watch they have because i wanted to save the world haha.
Will it set me free, if i dare to let you see, the truth behind the person that you imagine me to be. Would your arms be open or would walk away? Would the love Jesus... be enough to make you stay. What do you say?
I feel so motivated to study, bury my head in my books Chose the subects which I will be taking And my one year of taking POA and chem/bio has gone to waste I can no rejoice Because i hate those subs and my mum and uncle couldn't stop laughing at my prelim(o levels) results last year
Biggest joke: Me: I took chembio last year Mum: How was it? Me: Bad. When I got back my prelim papers, I thought I got 33/50 for bio Me: But it was 33/100 So they laughed Mum: What about chem? Me: Oh, I thought it couldn't be that bad. I got 8. And I was very happy because I thought it was 8/10 for multiple choice Me: But it was 8/100 for the whole thing They laughed harder Mum: POA? Me: 3 Me: 3/100 got my format right. They laughed allt he way home
I'm not good with numbers, getting pass math is good enough. Note: Just want to get 6 o level passes, to be realistic, I ain for 12 points...... possible with Jesus around. Night!
BTW, we totally saw Mr & Mrs Obama in Sydney ( CLICK HERE )
the 10 random things. 1. survery results have shown that not all guys are jian ren(s) (: 2. my cell stalks, pretty well. huhhhh 3000 hor. 3. i am a good photographer. 4. i'm gonna be a better kid from now 5. i'm going to be nice to almost everyone from now ( i try ) so you. i wont hit your abs anymore! you knw who you are right stalker. (: 6. i'm still upset about the fact that the woman at the pool didnt take my slide photo ): i want to go back. 7. ming tian hui gen hao. 8. hahahah i stll can laugh over icedragon hahahah omggg its so funnny. 9. i really love pst yang. awesomest. 10. You are the best thing that has happened to me(:
i've started using the organiser but it feels wierd, have u seen a guy using an organiser? well i haven't. but who cares, why should i follow everyone else.
typical when doing assignments or any form of work. nerd mode on: after 5mins, slight discomfort. after 30 mins: (there is supposed to be one last pic but i shall not post it.)
p/s: somebody slap me, im such a camwhore. WHAT! cannot ah!
in order of priority: #1. treat people around me better. i find it hard to remedy things after saying or doing them, especially if they hurt someone. you know you know, that kind of feeling like the earth should just open up and suck me into it. i must train myself to think before executing.
#2. correct my pathetic lifestyle. eat more fruits, sleep earlier, drink more water, at the end of the day, i want a better complexion. i should start by sleeping now.
#3. study hard. i always feel so so guilty after getting back my results, you know when you can do so much better if u stayed home and studied instead. i really want to get into a uni, but it just seems impossible thanks to first sem. i need to put in more effort into this part of my life that's going to end in 2 years time.
#4. be genuine all the time. i don't want to be a hypocrite. i don't want to pretend to be someone i am not. it just doesn't fit me. kind of links to #1. oh and i wan to be more aware of people's feelings. i should start by searching my heart.
#5. stop spending money like i am some rich kid. i'm going to start work soon, hopefully i'll get a reply soon. whenever i have money in my wallet, it doesn't last longer than 2 days. so i'm like permanently broke lol. i should stop this and start trying to save money.
that's about all and yup i don't think i'll be able to even acheive 2. they are just so alluring to turn back to. i shall check back next year lol. (if i remember to) and so life goes on as usual but i have an assignment to rush. another sleep-deprived night tomorrow i presume. cruel lecturers... grrrr.
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