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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|01:23 pm] |
its been a long time since i last woke up crying/cried awake?
it was really really random. and weird x=
they say God speaks through dreams.
but i guess not this huh. cos i cant seem to make sense out of the dream.
still, it was scary to really wake up crying, with tears and all.
the only sense i made out of the dream was that i felt really helpless in the dream.
helpless?its complicated. this person not trusting what i say the other person did to me..
there was glitter glue too.
ohmy.wad a weird dream.
last week/2weeks, i had 3 fren's fathers passing on. its like crazily scary and sad :(
den i thought about losing my dad. think i will jus die seriously.
makes me wana pray even harder for my parents. at least for now, that they'l stop bickering w each other.
alamak how old already stil keep fighting. den il have t be the mediator and hear both of them tel their story :B
on one of the days last week, or maybe since 2 weeks ago? ive decided to give my best at living each day meaningfully.
im making an effort to invest in lives again.
im proud of myself.muaha.
keep guiding me.and giving me the strength to stand when i fall.
three weeks to final terms ah.haven start studying. help help |
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[Oct. 28th, 2009|07:00 pm] |
two more weeks before we get a week break den final term exams will start.
time really flies. and like we were saying, i cant imagine going through another 7 more semesters, with such intensity.
uni is tough.at least for me.
to think we were whining bout the crazy syllabus for jc in 2 yrs. and now, its even crazier for only 3months.
need to start mugging already. nxt sem i shall attempt to be a perpetual mugger so i wont lag so much in the readings.
its already coming close to the end of the year.and.i think i mentioned before, the first half of the year was pretty much of a blur.
nxt year il be twenty already. thats like so old. and i predict il fall into depression on my birthday lol
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[Oct. 28th, 2009|01:36 pm] |
cheryl wans t get back her fitness, den join a sports cca nxt sem!
cheryl will TRY not procrastinate again!
run,swim,statics..
but.she needs t find time t do 'em >< |
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[Oct. 17th, 2009|12:04 am] |
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think im depressed. dont ask. ): |
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[Oct. 15th, 2009|03:43 pm] |
i am trying to enjoy school.
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[Sep. 17th, 2009|12:03 am] |
THINGS TO DO FROM NOW TILL END OF RECESS WEEK (27TH SEPTEMBER):
SOUTH EAST ASIAN FIELDTRIP REPORT 3 PAGES (28SEPT)
PSYCHOLOGY ASSIGNMENT 2 PAGES (2OCT)
SOCIAL WORK INDIVIDUAL REPORT (16OCT)
STUDY FOR STATS, PSYCH AND SINGAPORESTUDIES MID-TERM TESTS
haha.but its funny to see everybody getting stressed up. |
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[Sep. 12th, 2009|03:00 am] |
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i know im stronger than this. |
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[Sep. 10th, 2009|02:30 am] |
when i am weak; You are strong.
never will i, ever, leave You.
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[Sep. 9th, 2009|10:29 pm] |
its time i start working my guts out.
church/ running/ reading/ etc
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